Best friend.. never dies

I just check out her post... Alot of things happened this year.. which make us somehow like goin to tare apart.. Reading her post.. I... wanted to cry.. but i have to hold the tears cuz... I'm at a public place.. CC.... i really wanted to cry. Pal, no matter what happen, we will still be the same, as silly as before.. Like yesterday, i feel that i'm getting you back. I'm getting ourselves back.
1 thing i hate about her is... i mention many times ady.. don't create such emo poem.. she really put our memories in words perfectly. And everything she write in words seems to become live when i read it. I hate to cry. I really hate it. I cannot stand emotional situation.. There's is time when we do complaint bout each other, "yet we promised no matter what we'd remain forever best friends "
You are really a special gift from God to me. I never regret of what i've done. As long i know i'm not harming anyone. I just need understanding. I'm glad that you make your way to the performance. I really hope we can be like old times. Life thought us to forgive and forget, since you are not happy with it. Better forget it. No points holding it in you. I know you could have wise thinking.. Do forgive me.

Here's her poem.. :

Me and Her

There are so many stories I still want to tell
There are so many of my craps left unsaid
There are many tears left uncried
There are many of our dreams left unshared

I miss our long talks

I miss when I was on your bike riding all the way
I miss the nights near my staircase

Countless times your uncle rushed you home

Yet we chat like no one around us

We were so close that
When one fell to the ground
The other one was there to help her back up.
We healed our broken hearts
With a warm hug and a gentle smile.
Sometimes we stayed up chatting on phone
Giggling like little girls and having midnight talks.

Robert Frost were right

‘When two roads diverged in a yellow wood

And sorry I could not travel both…’

We knew that we would never again
Have those long talks and play like little girls again.
We knew all the pain we'd cause ourselves.
Yet we promised no matter what we'd remain forever best friends

You’ll go someplace you’ve never gone experiencing brand new life
You will reset your standards, and sure will make new circle of friends
As soon as today is yesterday my heart will always give
I hope you won’t regret today, cause your future longs to live

If our paths don’t cross again, I won’t forget this day
Cause I’m afraid of change, I’m scared to shift my ways
My eyes will see things they’ve never seen, but I’ve always been here
You’ll hear the call of memories and recognize the sound
All the lives you change will make stars disappear

Making no utterance…