Best friend.. never dies

I just check out her post... Alot of things happened this year.. which make us somehow like goin to tare apart.. Reading her post.. I... wanted to cry.. but i have to hold the tears cuz... I'm at a public place.. CC.... i really wanted to cry. Pal, no matter what happen, we will still be the same, as silly as before.. Like yesterday, i feel that i'm getting you back. I'm getting ourselves back.
1 thing i hate about her is... i mention many times ady.. don't create such emo poem.. she really put our memories in words perfectly. And everything she write in words seems to become live when i read it. I hate to cry. I really hate it. I cannot stand emotional situation.. There's is time when we do complaint bout each other, "yet we promised no matter what we'd remain forever best friends "
You are really a special gift from God to me. I never regret of what i've done. As long i know i'm not harming anyone. I just need understanding. I'm glad that you make your way to the performance. I really hope we can be like old times. Life thought us to forgive and forget, since you are not happy with it. Better forget it. No points holding it in you. I know you could have wise thinking.. Do forgive me.

Here's her poem.. :

Me and Her

There are so many stories I still want to tell
There are so many of my craps left unsaid
There are many tears left uncried
There are many of our dreams left unshared

I miss our long talks

I miss when I was on your bike riding all the way
I miss the nights near my staircase

Countless times your uncle rushed you home

Yet we chat like no one around us

We were so close that
When one fell to the ground
The other one was there to help her back up.
We healed our broken hearts
With a warm hug and a gentle smile.
Sometimes we stayed up chatting on phone
Giggling like little girls and having midnight talks.

Robert Frost were right

‘When two roads diverged in a yellow wood

And sorry I could not travel both…’

We knew that we would never again
Have those long talks and play like little girls again.
We knew all the pain we'd cause ourselves.
Yet we promised no matter what we'd remain forever best friends

You’ll go someplace you’ve never gone experiencing brand new life
You will reset your standards, and sure will make new circle of friends
As soon as today is yesterday my heart will always give
I hope you won’t regret today, cause your future longs to live

If our paths don’t cross again, I won’t forget this day
Cause I’m afraid of change, I’m scared to shift my ways
My eyes will see things they’ve never seen, but I’ve always been here
You’ll hear the call of memories and recognize the sound
All the lives you change will make stars disappear

Making no utterance…

What a day~~~

Surprise!!!!!!!!!! yea~ it's 2.00pm in the noon and i'm blogging!!

actually the pet shop went black out at 11am... I was bathing a shih tzu.. poor thing, i was wondering to blow the dog aftrewards?!?!? Then Joanne ask me to get it to my house and blow it dry. So, for the very first time, brought back shop's customer to my house and blow dry. Lol.. sound so funny.. but aint got other choice because the doggie might get cold. Last time used to blow dry till underwear oso wet at wow wow & meow meow pet saloon due to the aircond... sucks. Just now cut a dog hair till undies oso wet...... beh tahan! Hot like hell! no wind, no nothing..... =.=
My mask was wet too... i'm sweating like im working out at the gym. What the.. but then.. ok lahh.. get used to it for 1 hour.......

Hmm....... today my mind is so busy.. keep thinking. But dunno thinking of what. Empty but working brain. Ohh yah, thought that today will wake up early at 8am.... haiz, but then slept till 9.30pm. Thanks for the call.. if not, i'm still sleeping like a pig. Shiok sleeping merr. Anyway, i'm happy with what i am and got now.. I don't wanna think too much, worry to much..